I’m okay.
by smilescanbecatching
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Maybe if I say it enough… Maybe if I lie to everyone… Maybe if I try to hide from God… Maybe if I push people away… Maybe if I push my emotions down… Maybe if I hold back the tears for a little longer… Maybe if I pretend I’m strong… Maybe if I go about everyday life… Maybe if I work really really hard… Maybe then I’ll trick myself into believing I’m okay. Maybe then I’ll feel happy. Maybe then I won’t feel weak. Maybe then I will truly smile. Maybe then I will be so used to being fake happy that I’ll actually begin to feel really happy. Or maybe I’m just slowly and painfully destroying myself. Maybe I’m developing unhealthy habits. Maybe I’m really unhappy inside. Maybe I’m hurting the ones I love. Maybe I’m pushing God away. Maybe I’m actually strong but I’m so used to hearing ‘weak. incapable. too small.’ I just think I’m weak. Maybe I’m somebody completely different. Maybe God has incredible plans for me waiting just ahead. Maybe change is coming. Maybe the healing has already started. Maybe everything is really okay… I just feel like it’s not. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe I just need to trust God and show mercy to those who wrong me, because I did nothing to deserve the mercy, grace, and love God has shown me.
No! Fact is we ARE very weak – in ourselves – (and as long as we are in the body we WILL be!) –all the more He shows us our need for HIM and His sanctification! ( “-my grace is sufficient for thee–my strength is made perfect in WEAKNESS –for when I am WEAK THEN I AM STRONG!” 11Cor.12:8-10
Thank you Gram. That’s a really great verse, I had forgotten about. I’m really excited to go to the beach with you
<3
You are MORE than o.k. Sweetheart — U R wa-ay out in front in your understanding and experience of what true Christiianity is –VERY mature for age 15!! Yes, we will hopefully (if your old Gram can hold up!) have great fun at the beach!
C U in the morn!
Thanks
I’m sure everything will be fine!! Okey dokey 
Reblogged this on And in that moment, I swear we were infinite. and commented:
Exactly how I feel.